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freard...An MCR Christmas Tragedy
It was midnight Gerard was huddled in the corner holding his shirt tightly to his wrist. Looking occasionally to check if it was still bleeding. He stood, staggering at first, walked to the sink to clean up his mess, before his brother woke up and saw. Gerard didn't know how mikey would react to this. Since as far as he knew Gerard had stopped cutting two years ago.
Gerard placed the razor on top the medicine cabinet and shoved the Jack Daniels bottle in his shirt. So mikey wouldn't see it if he was in the hallway. He tip-toed down the hall and stairs to the liquor cabinet. Took one last long drink of whiskey before putting it back. "Jesus Gerard." he muttered to him self as he put the lock on.
"Gerard. Gerard, GERARD!" Mikey shouted shaking him. He barely sat up before grabbing his head.
"SHIT" he moaned. Realizing how hung-over he was.
Mikey noticed Gerard's eyes. Looking straight into his once beautiful hazel eyes, were now droopy, and blood shot. He
Hypocrite :Frerard:Valentines Day
Probably the sickest, most vile holiday ever thought of. Ever. I mean, not everyone has someone. Someone they could kiss and hug. Someone they could give horrible tasting chocolates and cheesy valentines cards to Someone they could exchange I love yous with.
Yeah, they always leave out the bisexual guy that wears eyeliner and eye shadow. The guy who wears jeans that cling to his legs and shirts that have band names on them that no one has even heard of. The sixteen year old boy who wears one glove on his right hand and has HALLOWEEN tattooed across his knuckles. Well, that unlucky guy just so happens to be me.
Yeah, me. Probably the only person on the entire face of the planet thats alone on this unpleasant day. And I mean literally, alone. Not even my own mother is here. Shes off on some date with a guy I dont even know. How bad is that?
A mother cant spend a holiday with her only son? I don
Frerard- My Painful Romance 5Chapter 5- Rescue Mission
I paced back and forth at the cafe, waiting impatiently for Lyn-Z to pick me up. She told me Gerard's note said where he was going to commit suicide, so we were going to try to save him before it was too late.
It was incredibly hard for me to hold back my tears. I knew it was my fault. I knew it would be my fault if Gerard did kill himself. And the worst part is is that I knew that I could have done something to save him, but I was a jerk. A selfish, mean, cruel, revenge-wanting jerk.
I felt hot tears sting my eyes. I tried to wipe them away, but they kept coming back. "Stupid tears..." I muttered to myself.
Suddenly, I heard the loud scream of tires. I looked up, and saw a silver SUV screaming down the road at full speed. It screeched to a halt as it approached me. "GET IN!!!" Lyn-Z screamed at me as she rolled down the window.
I quickly got in, but before I could even buckle my seat belt, Lyn-Z hit the gas and we flew down the road at rocket speed.
Secrets HeartBreak Love part 5Gerards p.o.v.
The night after I had decided that I would go to Germany to find Frank, Mikey knocked on my front door. I was in a dark green robe and socks, when I opened the door to see my little brother. I had to squint because the sun was way to fucking bright. what ya doing here mikes? It sounded like I had been drinking but the truth is I just hadnt been to bed in a few days. I had stayed up to plot my trip through Germany and Japan. I could see the concern in his eye as he pushed past me into the house. I had papers and maps scattered all over I didnt have time to put them away, and of course Mikeys attention went straight to them. I tried to edge my way in front of him but he had already picked one of the maps up.
Hey Gerard what are you doing with all of this? I wouldnt look him in the eyes. I had to come up with something to tell him and quick.
I have started to collect map
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